Hey babees ,
So recently I was diagnosed with fibromaylagia, after 2 years of chronic illness and suffering with no help or answers this was actually a relief! I'm not crazy haha 😆. As a single mother of 3 who cant afford private health insurance i had a 2 year wait to see a rheumatologist to finally get the confirmation i needed, which I can still not believe the wait was that long through the public system, for a 45 min appointment to say yes you have fibromaylagia, mind you being spiritual and through lack of help id had done so much research in the wait period trying to help myself that I already was 99.9 percent sure that's what was going on with me . The journey has been long , lonely and hard! But this was validation of everything I have been going through invisibly and silently for the last 2 years. Im still processing it all and don't really know how I feel about it all one minute to the next but I think being so in tune with my body and my spirituality and doing everything I could to just survive until someone would listen and validate what I already knew, I had already gone through accepting that I now have to live with this pain condition triggered by traumatic events in my life , a condition that isn't well understood and does not have a cure.
So did I get help after being diagnosed with fibro ? Short answer is no. I was basically told to keep doing everything I'm doing and exercise regularly. This is the frustrating part 😤 I will never feel my normal healthy way again but I can mask and help the symptoms to live a somewhat happy standard life however the life quality is half of what it used to be being limited with all that comes with this condition.
However I do believe fibro is a mental charged illness from trauma and what we think we become. If this can be triggered by mental and emotional stress I have to believe healing that trauma and balancing the nervous system could definitely make it dormant ! As everything in life, i believe what we are dealt is for a reason and this must be for me to share and help others with their fibro journey too! So that's what I intend to do , share the good , the bad and the ugly and fight this horrible condition one day at a time always praying for a miracle for all us fibromaylagia warriors 🙏 💙
Love dee ❤️
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